300/365 - heart skeletons

Happy Halloween! 

Can't believe I broke day 300...*all the feels*  O____O

About to go listen to some new music and...oh balls I have homework. \headdesk/

Is it Thanksgiving break yet? Or, for that matter, WHY ISN'T THIS SEMESTER OVER YET WHY GOD WHY.

This is just apparently an all-caps time of year for me or something. I don't know. >.<

299/365 - destiny and roads

It was absolutely nasty outside today. It was so depressing.

This photo kind of sucks, but eh. It was that kind of a day I'm afraid. Oh, and I missed yesterday? DAMN. Ah, what can I say though? I'm massively stressed with school and life stuff. It's exhausting.

298/365 - keep from wondering

Went to the farm today for the first time in ages. Wandered around the barn full of old dusty things taking pictures and found these old doors that are original (I think) to the house. So cool. I'd love to decorate my future house with these someday. I'm super tired and almost done with the essays-- about halfway through the last one (!!!) which is awesome. Starting to see the light at the end of the Essay Tunnel.

Currently Listening: "Landline" -- Greg Laswell and Ingrid Michaelson. Amazing, amazing song by two musicians that are awesome separately. Together...I can't even handle it.

297/365 - thoughts

Crazy weekend. No time for new stuff. Hoping tomorrow will be less crazy. Still have to write one more paper, this one due on Wednesday. Damn it all to hell.

296/365 - exactly the poem

*hits post* 

*collapses

295/365 - never change

I AM ALMOST DONE WITH THE FRIGGIN' ESSAYS. Well, writing them, anyway. I still have to proofread two of them, and write one of them. EFF. SO FAR YET SO CLOSE. ALSO, I HAVE SOMEHOW DEVOLVED INTO ALL-CAPS TYPING. THIS MAY BE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I AM SHOUTING ON THE INSIDE. AHHHH

294/365 - stronger

Still stressed. Baking may be in the be in the near future.

293/365 - seeking successive autumns

I missed yesterday. Schoolwork load is freaking INSANE in the MEMBRANE right now. So much so that I am forgetting things like eating and personal hygiene  and apparently this project too. I think I've had a headache for the past 4 days because I've spent so much time staring at essays typed out on my computer screen. I just have to make it through next Wednesday. And then things should really clear up school-wise. It's just...this week and next week are PURE HELL. I have a philosophy test on Thursday that I am NOT looking forward to. 3 essays due next week. Finished one, and now have to write the other 2 somehow. Not sure how, considering how much time I will spend in the next 4 days at Real Work and in class. ALKjf;lakjd;lkjsd;lkfj stresssssss

In happier news, I rather enjoy today's photo. I love autumn.

292/365 - the sun in my mouth

Argh. Missed yesterday. Really stressed with all of these essays due next week. I've only half-planned 3 of the 4, and written half of 1 of them. And what the hell even was that sentence? It made sense in my head, but then I wrote it down and it looked all jacked up. I don't know anymore.  >.<

I'm so freaking stressed arghalksjdfl;kjasdl;kfasdf.

291/365 - birdsong

So. Tired.

Lots of work to do this weekend. Damn. But also some fun things planned. :)

290/365 - learn to miss you

Is it Friday yet? No? Damn. Well, then. Off to bed I go because I am still frreakin' sick or whatever. My head remains a vat of snot. I am now slightly high off of all the cold medicine I'm taking. This is not OK.

289/365 - free of the past

Loooonggg day. My head is still full of snot. That's about it.

288/365 - words, images

It's official. I'm sick. My head is full of snot and I am a miserable sick person so all I can do is sit here and wallow in puddles of angst. It's good times. 

That's me up there, by the way, wallowing in my angst. Despite my head full of snot I went outside into my beautiful backyard and took some pictures. TAKE THAT SICKNESS.

So anyway. Back to school tomorrow after my (very short but much appreciated) fall break. Even if I spent the vast majority of the break being a Sick Thing, it was better than being a Sick Thing in class. So there's that.

Currently listening: "I Knew You Were Trouble" -- Taylor Swift. I think at some point I pretended to love Taylor Swift kind of ironically, but-- no. I just love her.

287/365 - time is all around

Unedited minus text + crop. And, yes, I do realize this is perhaps a little bit cliche, but I'm loving all these fall colors. I'm especially enjoying the fact that I can find such beautiful things in my own backyard.

Went shopping and out to lunch with my mother today. Still feeling a little sick, but trying to stave off this cold with Vitamin C and fresh air and lots of healthy food. Hoping the old fashioned cures will actually work out for me, haha.

286/365 - the north

Quote = lyrics from the band Stars. Love this band like whoa. Seeing them in concert was amazing and something I won't likely forget soon.

Lazy day. Still feeling meh. Didn't get much done schoolwork-wise or other-wise. Waste of a day really. :|

285/365 - for you, for you

Long day. I think I'm getting sick. FUN.

284/365 - past & future

It feels like forever since I've actually posted a new pic. :x 

Feeling slightly disheartened by this project, but am persevering nonetheless. 

I have two days off next week (Monday + Tuesday for a rather crappy fall break, but hey, I'll take it where I can get it). Work tomorrow and then complete and thorough vacation begins.
The leaves are just starting to change colors and it is revoltingly pretty driving around town now.
I love this time of year.

283/365 - new cold

I freaking fail at this project lately anymore. UNGH.

So glad it is almost the weekend, and therefore fall break.

282/365 - to plant a garden

al;skdjf;laksdhlhasldkfjballs.

I am aware that I missed two days. Actually, no, that's not right. I wasn't aware that I missed two days until several hours ago. I had this Very Important Essay due today in one of my English classes that just up and decided to EAT MY FRACKING LIFE ALIVE FOR THE PAST FOUR DAYS OR SO. This is probably because I kept putting it off and putting it off until it became this huge problem. 

So, uh, anyway. I'm back on commission now I guess, since I turned in Very Important Essay earlier today.

>.<

281/365 - wind's voice

Outtake.

Goodnight.

280/365 - dive for dreams

Fridayyyy I love youuu. Except...I don't like the fact that I have to work on essays and homework and real work for most of the weekend. Bluck. BUT I have Sunday off and am going to St. James Art Fair, so hopefully something more interesting than bokeh or trees will be happening around here then. :P

279/365 - dreamers of dreams

Yay for bokeh, strange flowers I find in the forest behind my house, and spontaneous unplanned conceptless photoshoots.

Goodnight.

278/365 - a terrible festival

Just a few fall colors from the backyard....It's finally starting to feel like autumn! Yay! lol ... although this weekend its supposed to be kinda cold I think so that's not very nice. But it tis finally time for sweaters and boots and pretty colors and such. Looong day of classes made even worse by my late night last night. Came home from the concert with J at about half after midnight or so. It took copious amounts of caffeine to get me through today. :p

I should definitely be working on an essay due on Tuesday that I haven't even started yet...but alksjdflj. Must. Do. Eeeet. But first-- eating pizza. Then essay writing. 

277/365 - sweep up the wood

Haven't taken any self portraits in a while...not sure why. I used to *hate* taking self portraits...it wasn't that I was "camera shy" or anything (although I was, for a time) I think it was more so that I didn't like what I saw in the finished product. Because that girl didn't look like how I felt. She didn't feel like an accurate representation of myself. I think taking so many self portraits for this project is fascinating. Not only is it a kind of photo diary of what I wore over the past year, or how I fixed my hair and all of that, but I think it is helping me to be more comfortable with who I am, in a strange sort of way.

These are awfully deep thoughts for a Tuesday.

On tap for the rest of the evening: work on an essay, eat dinner, and then go to a concert with J. For some reason I suspect I will not like Wednesday morning...

276/365 - i want to be like water

It rained like hell today, and of course I couldn't find my umbrella until I got home. Of course. *sigh* Not much else to say. Just another manic Monday.